Monday, June 8, 2009

stupid silly

i have d0ne sumthin cant be forgive.
but begging im s0rry. sorry nvr think what i gonna say.
sorry for hurting. s0rry f0r evrything that 0redy d0ne.
never mean it.
u are a part 0f me.
being with u is forever.
l0osing u is never.

Friday, June 5, 2009

fully bullshit

feel like i wanna run away.
if i g0t a lot 0f rm in my hand.
if i g0t wing to make me fly.
i wanna g0 far n far away fr0m here.
that just make me empty.
anywhere that make me st0p thinking nonsense.
end all t0o much suffer.
n i guess it better 0ff without me.

mem0ries'

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own, oh
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight (one more chance tonight)
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not gettin' me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did
And I didn't mean to meet you then we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

Thursday, June 4, 2009

blur!!

badmint0n?
i hv never play it bef0re.
i mean it. really.
even a bit sweat h0h! tired wehh.
ser0nok lak.

back t0 the future [haha]
all is n0nsense.
i have never ask f0r this.
which one?
h0nest or lied
actually its depends 0n what
we g0nna do. what we g0nna say.
n keadaan that time
be h0nest doesnt mean
sum0nes will happy.

dia; syg ru love me?
kau; ofcoz dear.
dia; till when?

we d0nt n0e what will happen 2m0ro.
yeah we need 2be h0nest even its hurting.

kau; i d0 love u dear but till when i d0nt n0e. what i n0e t0day n
hope s0 we t0gether last f0rever.

coz we n0e its true.
n sumtimes we need 2lied t0o.
n0t f0r fun or t0 hurt sum0nes.
bcoz nk jg hati.
n sure we have 0wn reas0n rite.
n0body is perfect. n0body n0t d0 wr0ng.
sesuatu itu kita xpenah jangka kn

to0thache! rimas nye

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

oh no!

actually now was

04 june 2009 6;30am

still awake cant sleep yet. had0i.
headache c0me back gain. huh badly.
maybe c0z t0othache aiye.

'mkn la ubat'

hee. i hate medicine.
taste n0t gud yaks!

vienneta vanilla gettin 0ld

03 june 2009

gettin 0ld oredy.upss!
a bigger suprise 4my lovely frens t0day.
simple n still best even happen not like what we hv oredy plan.
funniest thing haha
how could i forg0t my h0me key??
i leave it in klang.
shit men!
sp0ilt je..but s0 k x 'kant0i'
hehe..
neway gurl.

HAPPY 23TH BUFDAY 2YOU!
im sorry i hv n0thing special 2give u.
just a big wish that u will hv a lots of happiness.
n wish that our frenship last f0rever.

2gud 2be true

02 june 2009

i d0nt n0e.
i hv never think it.
even inch what i g0nna d0.
what i g0nna act.
what i g0nna say t0day.
it came like a [splash] haha
shit men! what was that??
leave it.
what i hv d0ne.
men!
sumtimes i d0nt believe it.
hoh. 2gud 2 be true lah!
h0w c0uld i d0ne that?
but n0e what, i enj0y the day.
yg penting kte enj0y!!!