Monday, June 8, 2009

stupid silly

i have d0ne sumthin cant be forgive.
but begging im s0rry. sorry nvr think what i gonna say.
sorry for hurting. s0rry f0r evrything that 0redy d0ne.
never mean it.
u are a part 0f me.
being with u is forever.
l0osing u is never.

Friday, June 5, 2009

fully bullshit

feel like i wanna run away.
if i g0t a lot 0f rm in my hand.
if i g0t wing to make me fly.
i wanna g0 far n far away fr0m here.
that just make me empty.
anywhere that make me st0p thinking nonsense.
end all t0o much suffer.
n i guess it better 0ff without me.

mem0ries'

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own, oh
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight (one more chance tonight)
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not gettin' me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did
And I didn't mean to meet you then we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

Thursday, June 4, 2009

blur!!

badmint0n?
i hv never play it bef0re.
i mean it. really.
even a bit sweat h0h! tired wehh.
ser0nok lak.

back t0 the future [haha]
all is n0nsense.
i have never ask f0r this.
which one?
h0nest or lied
actually its depends 0n what
we g0nna do. what we g0nna say.
n keadaan that time
be h0nest doesnt mean
sum0nes will happy.

dia; syg ru love me?
kau; ofcoz dear.
dia; till when?

we d0nt n0e what will happen 2m0ro.
yeah we need 2be h0nest even its hurting.

kau; i d0 love u dear but till when i d0nt n0e. what i n0e t0day n
hope s0 we t0gether last f0rever.

coz we n0e its true.
n sumtimes we need 2lied t0o.
n0t f0r fun or t0 hurt sum0nes.
bcoz nk jg hati.
n sure we have 0wn reas0n rite.
n0body is perfect. n0body n0t d0 wr0ng.
sesuatu itu kita xpenah jangka kn

to0thache! rimas nye

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

oh no!

actually now was

04 june 2009 6;30am

still awake cant sleep yet. had0i.
headache c0me back gain. huh badly.
maybe c0z t0othache aiye.

'mkn la ubat'

hee. i hate medicine.
taste n0t gud yaks!

vienneta vanilla gettin 0ld

03 june 2009

gettin 0ld oredy.upss!
a bigger suprise 4my lovely frens t0day.
simple n still best even happen not like what we hv oredy plan.
funniest thing haha
how could i forg0t my h0me key??
i leave it in klang.
shit men!
sp0ilt je..but s0 k x 'kant0i'
hehe..
neway gurl.

HAPPY 23TH BUFDAY 2YOU!
im sorry i hv n0thing special 2give u.
just a big wish that u will hv a lots of happiness.
n wish that our frenship last f0rever.

2gud 2be true

02 june 2009

i d0nt n0e.
i hv never think it.
even inch what i g0nna d0.
what i g0nna act.
what i g0nna say t0day.
it came like a [splash] haha
shit men! what was that??
leave it.
what i hv d0ne.
men!
sumtimes i d0nt believe it.
hoh. 2gud 2 be true lah!
h0w c0uld i d0ne that?
but n0e what, i enj0y the day.
yg penting kte enj0y!!!

sumthin.anythin.wutever

02 june 2009

4me the day evryday juz the same day.
its juz when or how we create it 2be diffrent if we want to.
either to be the sweetest or sadness memories.
i really d0nt n0e how my day t0day. the day after t0day.
or the day after tomorr0w. even rest of ma life.
its n0t juz me. anyb0dy t0o.
n i realize why n0t i making sumthin
that sumday when i remind back
its gve me a big l0ugh n smile.
dats y aq start merepek dlm ni haha
its juz sumthin. anything n whatever.

n0t fare ok

01 june 2009

'will making u happy. never hurt u'

truly its n0t.
even worst killing me deeply.
shit men!
it just a bullshit words 0k.
its like a promise.then u br0ke it.
will be n0t fare.
never say it.
the way it be 0nly an ACTING
making it sad truly dissapointed.

n0 meaning.

31 may 2009

when we mad;
doesnt mean we hate
doesnt mean n0t love
doesnt mean to hurt
doesnt mean t0 make clash
d0nt mean it n0thing.
just correct the wr0ng thing
n0 meaning.

i l0ve u. i miss u.

31 may 2009

i hate that words.
i hate that words when i feel it.
i hate that words when i taste it.
i hate that words when i wr0te it.
i hate that words when i say it.
i hate anythin came with that words.
i hate evrythin on that words.
its killing me softly deeply.
sweet n sour.
shit men!

my heart cn speak t0o

30 may 2009

explaining in shirly silly shit w0rds.
bullshit yaw!
u n0e what steve?
evry words that u said ohh!
xbley pakai punyer
what da heck!
g0 2hell la u sweet talker.
igt aq cair lah.
f**k yaw. bluddy bullabigshit.
b.i.a.t.c.h

MY HEART CN SPEAK LOVE

29 may 2009

i think i care for u
i know that i cn make
ur dream c0me true
i do whatever u want me t0
n i will 4ever be with u

i think i want u
as my life n my future
i just cant accept of losing u
all i need is ur care n love

i think i fall in love with u
maybe i dont kn0w u yet
but i still feel its true
c0z ur voice i cant ever forget

u stole my heart
evry sec0nd i think of u
even though i know it'll
be so hard
but i'll never give up trying

this is what my heart speak
i cant lie n i cant sleep
i'll do anything just
to see u smiling
i'll cant never stop
this feeling

i got crush on u
i think i love u
with all my heart i'll give u
4ever n ever always with u

words of; steve ace r0mano

sampai bila2?

28 may 2009

kau; syg ru love me?
dia; ofcoz la my dear.
kau; really.till when?
dia; smpi bila2 la dear.
kau; ru sad if i died?
dia; for sure. y dear?

h0w u n0e?
wat will happen 2m0ro.
anythin can be happen.
sumthin cn be happen.
h0w u n0e?
ur heart. xkn brubah.
plz la d0nt pretend 2be ure a very gud l0ver.
c0z u n0e ure n0t.

kau; will u find sum0ne else?
[silent]thinkin wat 2say..
dia; yes i want 2be happy
kau; u just said 'smpi bila2'?

see.
if it happen 2 all of u? do wat?
lock urself in r0om keep cryin n cryin.
st0p eatin. talkin. chill round.
till the end?
h0h bullshit yaw.
cut my finger lah.
'life must g0on'
u will say that.
c0me 0n la. st0p pretendin u gud.
nmpk sgt penipunye.
y n0t to be, okla juz a bit h0nestly.

'4now yes i d0 love u. but till the end i will d0nt noe. im not perfect pers0n'

atleast n0 deep hurt feeling.

kn0w u better.

27 may 2009

when we hv a long relati0nship.
this words will be gone out thru ur mouth.
'i kn0w u better'

bullshit haha
no0ne noes sum0nes better even a close fren.
couple or watever lah.
c0z evryday. evrysec0nd of the day.
ur heart. ur feelin. ur attitude.
the rest thing on ur life.
will be changin without warnin.
anythin can be.
can be a reas0n.

kau.aku.dia.

either bad or gud.
gud or bad.
smua pasti akn brubah kn.
nobody is perfect.
nob0dy not d0 wr0ng.

'd0nt jugde or blame sumone 4evrythin'

sure it hv a reas0n y

shirly. silly. shit.

26 may 2009

how to call that?
shely. shell ke?
haha [f**k yaw!]
it is s.a.l.l.y
how about the end?
y silly. y shit?
b0doh! shit men!
aq ske menti0n tu.
its mean tu she@ t
s.i.t.i lahh
aduhai xkesah pn.
shirly
silly
shit
or u forgot my name
still not my name rite
i d0nt care they call me wat.
still love that
haha